Daorae

Mel : What to eat tonight?
Sue : I dunno la..u think la.
Mel : issh....

Our daily routine is to think what to eat for dinner. Then all of a sudden, my baby said let's go for Korean food. There's Daorae in Dataran Sunway too. Let's go there.

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Christmas is just around the corner. People are busy preparing for Christmas and start buying Christmas presents. But i'm stuck here in the mood swing and PTSD session. Dark eye circle, eyebags, influenza, lil bit of coughing, skin problem all start coming out from my body. This is not a good sign at all. It's been more than a month that me and my baby Hj were suffering this skin problem but unfortunately we did not recover. I am very worried of my baby who is many times worst than me. He even got rashes on his hand and more and more is growing although snake already caught the other day but it doesn't seem to help at all. How ? I cant do anything to help at all when i see him stcratching his arms and rashes and red dots start coming out. What i can do is just to apply cream for him. But i couldn't share the pain with him. Heartache kao kao. Haih...

Things already now at this point of time, there's nth more i can do. What i can do is just to pray hard and prove to him that i CAN do it ! I know i'm not a good gf all this while. But i hope i would have the chance to tell him I LOVE HIM a lot. Things are now 360 degree rotated. What can i do to rotate it back ? I can see from his face, he's not happy at all. I'm sorry baby i can't even manage to make u smile. My biggest wish is to see u smile and happy. I'll do anything. Till this stage, i still hope for the best although the possibility is almost zero. But i won't give up. Hope u can trust me in this. I love you baby !

Down down down ...

First thing when i get in the office, the server is down. Without internet, there's nth much that i can do. I couldn't check my email. I couldn't read Staronline. Mood already very down due to the insufficient sleep last night, my freaking eyes are wide open and my head is super the painful. I'm forcing myself to sleep, but unfortunately i cant. So i popped 2 piritons and make myself sleep. Ok i succeeded. But thank God at least there's a signback from client today or else i duno how to describe my day. Then, after appointment in Klang. I'm supposed to go to Banting, but my plan was banned so i decided to go home and i went The Curve to shop. I went shop for bottoms and bought a top for my mom for Christmas. I just wanna spend money. Teach me how. Who can sponsor me some? Then saw a very beautiful floral dress in Nichii, thought of getting it for CNY, but i feel guilty, it's only the beginning of the month and i'm already spending like nobody's business. It's time to end the shopping spree eventhough everyday is having YES (year end sale) now. But i dont have the YES cash to shop la. Ish...Haih...so down.

My mood today is unexpectedly bad. I do not know why. Headache is haunting me somemore. Damn frustrated ! I just wanna disappear! Teach me how ! Can i be a jumper? How i wish u're here baby. But unfortunately ..... Forget about it.. wait..u noe what...i hear his car alarm...omg he's really here...i cant imagine this...

But when i see him walking in the door, he wasnt happy at all. I know to him he is returning to a world of hell. How can i make him happy? Please make him smile !

Moments We Shared

Its been 14 months. There's too much ups and downs we've gone through. And i would say the road ahead of us is not as smooth as we expected anymore. Things started to tumble and fall easily lately. Browsing through the photos we took in UK, i can really say i really missed the moment a lot. The experience that we shared, its no longer as beautiful as it used to be anymore. But i'm still hoping and praying one day we can really go through this obstacle.

I know no matter how much tears that shed, it doesn't mean anything to you anymore. But i would like to thank you for making my dream come true for being with me in Paris. Thanks a lot ! I love you !

2 kaki mou liu

Selepas kelas 2pm, kita bertolak ke rumah. Then nobody gonna entertain both of us (Me and Mel) and then we decided to go for a movie at Tropicana City Mall. We watch Ninja Assassin starred by Rain. I didn't even know that was Rain in the movie until i ask Mel. How come his eyes look so much bigger in the movie compared in his music video? That movie is cukup menggelikan. Body chopped into pieces and blood pouring out like nobody's business. Gross enough ! But the show made me a lil dizzy cos of the actions.

After movie we headed to hunt for food for our dinner. We finally arrived at Penang Village. These are what we ordered Nasi Tomato and Village Fried Rice and also Chicken Lobak.

After dinner as usual balik rumah lo..Sien ready to work tommorow..tired of working already la..sien la...ish...No life!

Congratulations !

First of all, congratulations to Hua Wei and wife ! Had a great night tonight where all aunties and uncles are busy dancing and singing karaoke. And my baby had a great night too i guess from the way he drink the Green Label like water. Ending up come back and straight go to bed. Poor him for having bad headache. Everybody seems very happy tonight. I started to get use to the environment in the family and start loving it. It's a very very good thing. I really hope i can blend in well with all of them.

This makes me wanna blog more about him. Lately many things happened between us, and the bond between us i would say is becoming weaker and weaker which gave me and my baby HJ sleepless nights too. Someitmes i would say its good for him to get drunk at least he can have a nice sleep without having any other thoughts in his mind. After so many things that we've gone through, i realise that he is so important to me and i cant afford to lose him. So many ups and downs, i still hope we can really maintain our relationship. People say 'getting into a relationship is not hard,maintaining it is hard'. i know totally agree with this phrase. I would like to apologize for all my wrongdoings and i hope u can really let it down one day. I will always pray for the best for both of us ! Love you darling ! <3

Thanks !

It'e been very stressful lately.Banyak perkara yang tidak memuaskan berlaku especially in the office. After the so called AGM, things started to change. Deepest condolence to Quek ! Fight for your right! More and more to come i guess. I'll see when i get back to office on Tuesday. I'll see what's the aftermath. It's getting more fun i guess. Drama drama drama full of dramas. But i do enjoyed it. Skip the stupid office politics and set it aside its not worth for me to ponder at all.

Let's talk some happy stuff now. I got my birthday present from Laiching yesterday. I'm sorry babe for not spending time with you since u're here. Will ganti it back for u ok? Promise ! Thanks for the present. I love it i would say its a very meaningful present. It's a hand-made photo frame with tiny tiny little stuff stick around the frame and most importantly the photos in there. It's fantastic after all the editing. Really great !

Before that i went to makan steamboat with my dearest B in Sunway. We wanted to go for Yuen but unfortunately as usual its packed with people and we decided to go for not so famous steamboat which is 'Tasty Pot' opposite Yuen. The stuff there is not that much compared to Yuen but the tomyam soup is alot better. We took a alot but end up we did not manage to finish 2 plates. This is so sinful , but what to do we're too full. We didnt had much actually cos we're too hungry before we even reach Sunway. We had a great night that night athough 'we know what'.

Thanks alot baby ! xoxo love u !

Bangkok Paradise

After around 45 mins of meeting, a collegue of mine named Mae Yin came up to me and show me a website http://www.baansaladaeng.com/index.php?p=room_detail&id=1 . It happens to be a hotel in Bangkok. You'll be impressed when you see the pictures of the room in the hotel.

This is the favourite room of mine namely The Royal Victoria Suite.

Type: Double King Size Size: 40 sq.mtrs

Designer: Tanida Maitee

Price: 2100 THB/night (Incl Breakfast) equals to RM210.

and now this is the Pop Art Mania room.

Price: 1500 THB/night (Incl Breakfast)

this is the Modern Oriental Room which cost THB1500.

There are more pictures in the website itself. After looking at it, i am so gonna to plan a trip to Bangkok with my bf. The room is the most awesome part in the whole trip i bet.